执着和坚持在永恒面前真是微不足到。。。

The Carousel

I am your Carousel..
Without wings,
i can bring you to wherever you want..
I bring you joy and laughter,
and take away your sadness.
When the music ends,you will leave.
I can do nothing but to see you walk away..
Sadly, i am locked up here forever..
I will be here for you to cheer you up again...

Best Fashion Designers of 2009 by me

1.Muccia Prada ( Prada, Miu Miu )
2.Nicholas Ghesquiere ( Balenciaga )
2.Raf Simon ( Jil Sander, Raf Simon )
4.Christopher Bailey ( Burberry Prorsum )
5.Dries Van Noten ( Dries Van Noten )
6.Alexander Mc Queen ( Alexander Mc Queen, Mc Q )
7.Marc Jacobs ( Marc Jacobs, Marc by Marc Jacobs,Louis Vuitton )
8.Stefano Pilati ( Yves Saint Laurent )
9.Paul Smith ( Paul Smith )
9.Frida Giannini ( Gucci )
9.Kris Van Assche ( Dior Homme )

Tibi, in Omne tempus.. ( for u, forever..)

two less lonely people in the world

A sweet song with a classy touch..by Air Supply


I was down my dreams were wearing thin
When youre lost where do you begin
My heart always seemed to drift from day to day
Looking for the love that never came my way

Then you smiled and I reached out to you
I could tell you were lonely too
One look then it all began for you and me
The moment that we touched I knew that there would be

(chorus) two less lonely people in the world
And its gonna be fine
Out of all the people in the world
I just cant believe youre mine
In my life where everything was wrong
Something finally went right
Now theres two less lonely people
In the world tonight

Just to think what I might have missed
Looking back how did I exist
I dreamed, still I never thought Id come this far
But miracles come true, I know cause here we are

(chorus)
Tonight I fell in love with you
And all the things I never knew
Seemed to come to me somehow
Baby, love is here and now theres

爱我好吗

A very nice song from 林宥嘉。。。the lyrics is so sad and pityful..we tend to do stupid things when we are in love, arent we..



虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄露了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办
如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸
这是我最后
最美最真
最心碎的留言
oh 爱我好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落oh 爱我好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落

葬心 （ burial of my heart )

昔日有林黛玉葬花，
尔今有我来葬心。。。

与其自己单想思，
空幻想，
最终还是得接受这残酷的事实。。
何必呢？

心是一切错误的源头，
把它给葬了，
一了百了。。
而人也就不那么痛苦了。

放纸船

当你碰到不如意或伤心的事时，
折一只纸船吧。。
把那些不开心的事写在船上。。
然后顺着河流或湖边将纸船放走。。。。

看着纸船渐渐地飘走，
也把我们的失意和忧伤一起带走。。。
沉没到水底。。

放走纸船后，
我们就要忘记那些痛苦和悲伤
过去的就让它过去吧。。
因为日子还是得继续过下去。。。。

如果可以，我宁愿。。。。

如果。。。说出来是多么容易。。。
实际上，它是虚幻的，不可能的。。
但我们总喜欢说如果。。。
来回忆美好的过去，
后悔所做过的恨事。。
又或是抱怨现状。。

虽说活在当下比较实际。。
但偶尔如果一下也无伤大雅。。是吧。。
身不由己本是我们一生中必修的学分。。
逆来顺受就是我们成长的历练。。

如果真的有如果。。。。
做人会不会比较简单呢？

update: snow...

in the morning..

















the frozen lake..

update: 2009 chinese new year

This is my first chinese new year in the UK, without my family and friends..Although it was not as happening as in Malaysia, i did have a nice one..:)

i had new year eve dinner with my seniors..

my very own 'lak cheong' fried rice!!

mee sua..
foo chuk, fish ball and dumpling soup..

fired dumplings..

my stir-fried bak choi..

my 'lak cheong' egg..



i cleaned and decorated my room..



my new bed sheet and duvet cover from 大哥。。

tangerines..

home-made 春联。。haha

beautiful quotes to share with..

1. Stick your hand on a hot stove, and you'll be amazed how quickly you remove it. But love, which can hurt far worse, has a way of bringing us back again and again for more and more pain.

2. If I ever walk away from u..u probably won't even bother asking me to stay..
But if u walk away from me..I will bag u to stay..

Do u see how unfair this is?
That I'lll do anything to hold on to u, while u don't even care if im in your life or not.

3. 问世间,情是何物，直教生死相许。天南地北双飞客，老翅几回寒暑。欢乐趣，离别苦。就中更有痴儿女，君应有语，渺万里层云，千山暮雪，只影为谁去。
横汾路,寂寞当年萧鼓。荒烟依旧平楚，招魂楚些何嗟及。山鬼自啼风雨，天也妒。未信与、莺儿燕子俱黄土。千秋万古。为留待骚人，狂歌痛饮，来访雁邱处。